Yes, but what kind of freedom? Freedom to do what I like? Hardly. When I look back on my life and ask where has the Spirit set me free, it has been in situations where I have done things beyond possible for me: the day I cared for my brother’s children when he died on the other side of the world, the time I stood up to a bully knowing I was risking so much, the days when I preserved with my Master’s thesis when self-sabotage threatened to devour me - I typed through tears. I didn’t feel big, strong or particularly free. No, but I preserved through the tough times, did the right thing, did what was good. Yes, that kind of freedom is what the Spirit gives.
You too have done this. As you look back on your life, you know the times when you were a good person in a difficult situation. You know when you turned your back on giving in and doing the easy (selfish) thing and you did the right action even when you felt like doing the opposite. You were set free by the Holy Spirit to be your best self.
The Holy Spirit works in our lives, walks amongst us, setting us free but doesn’t usually draw attention to himself. We have to take the time to reflect, to remember and to recognise this divine power working in us. If we have been good, we have been set free by the Spirit. Remembering and recalling those times, strengthens us in the Spirit. It is like pumping spiritual iron. As we draw on past experience, we prepare ourselves for what will come, knowing that, in the Spirit, we will be free to be our best selves.
Loving Father, I thank you for the power of the Spirit in my life, setting me free to love and serve, even when I don’t feel like doing these. As I recall all the good that your Spirit has done in me, may I be ready for whatever will come. I ask this in Jesus’ name, confident that you will hear me.
Sr Kym Harris osb